Change

Decided today to retire this bad boy that's been by my side, in good financial times and bad, for over seven years. Count it. High school and college. Perhaps a change (pun intended) in my monetary vessel will spark a change in my spending habits as well. But seeing as I had to buy a new wallet in order to replace this one, I probably wouldn't bet on it if I were you. On to bigger and better and shinier things!

I'm okay. I swear. In fact, I promise you. I just need everyone to know that because I'm so tired of having to put words to feelings I don't fully understand. It cheapens everything and makes me feel like I'm living in a bad '80s movie. I am doing the very best I can possibly do right now. That is all I can and know how to do. Please let me grapple with this on my terms and in my own ways, regardless of how destructive and unnecessary my actions may seem. I will get there, I promise you.

From Our Own Separate Sides

This song feels so right. I don't feel rushed.